Ego and illusion on meditation

Let's start with ego first, Ego is thinking I am higher than others, I am lower than others, I am equal to others, I am not equal to others. This all are thoughts that process from our mind. Ego makes a depression. if you have egoistic thoughts it will bring you nothing but depression.

We give an egoistic level to every object around us. It's a mirage full behavior of our mind. Example If we go to a car shop we see two deferent cars an old car and a new car we give higher ego to the new car and give less ego to the old car. We are going to a meeting and there are two persons one is a manager and other one is a secretary. We give higher ego to the manager than the secretary. We see two houses one house has a swimming pool and other one doesn't. We give higher ego to the house with swimming pool and less ego to the house without swimming pool. We see two lollipops they both are same but one is given by Queen Elisabeth. We give higher ego to the lollipop given by Queen Elizabeth. like everything around us even in a shop, we give higher lower equal not equal egoistic thoughts.  actually every object even our mind doesn't have an ego.Its sort of stones we are the people gave certain ego levels to them by our thoughts.

Many people think I am higher than others when they meditate. sometimes they even act deferent than others. This is a weak status of mind. If someone thinks like this it's "ego". When he meditates his ego is rising like think "I am higher than others I am purified". This is a wrong status of mind and it's sinful. We must do nonegoistic meditation 

We all are trapped in criteria of our five sense and our mind. Our eye makes an illusion of picture. we are bound to it from our feelings, our ear trapped in an illusion of hearing we are bound to it from our feelings. our tung has tested. body feels the nose smells, the mind thinks. we all are bound to this sensors by desire. all these things are mirages process from our mind but the mirage that clings to it is desire we make the desire for each sense. This is the true illusion we have never seen. 

We have a lot of thoughts of picture and thoughts in our mind some are past some are future some are present memories. Living in this memorize by bounding is the wrong awareness of meditation. True Meditation follower must live in present. Do not live in past or future concentrate to the present moment. The meditator must not concentrate on his past pictures and memorize and bound to them with his soul. They all are temporary and even from a shot to your head can bring memory loss. Memory is not permanent it's tempory. Do not cling for it. 

True Devil is illusions and mirages in your mind. True devil is unawareness about the truth in your mind. We must aware the truth not a mirage of lie from your mind.